YAY

So, I called Trevor and we started talking about what happened at lunch today. I mentioned him asking me out and he said it! He said, "Do you want to?" I thought, to build up tension, then replied with a yes!!! So now we are going out!

I could just kick myself!

Yesterday, in chorus, i was going to try out for a solo for our upcoming Spring Show. Well when I started singing, i sang about half of the line and gave up because I thought I sounded terrible! I was so mad at myself for giving up, and as it turned out, i sounded really good! My friend did not tell me this until that afternoon or else I would have gone back up there. So when I got to lunch, I was really mad and upset. While I was walking to lunch, my dear friend Marie was trying to tell me not to be mad because something great was supposed to happen in the lunch line. She didn't do a very good job of telling me not to be mad or try to act happy and she had promised not to tell me what was to happen so I had no idea. Well Trevor got in line behind me and he knew something was wrong but I did not talk to him, so he dropped it. Today Marie and I were talking, and she told me what was supposed to happen. Trevor was going to ask me out that day!!!! Since i was mad, he didn't risk making me even more upset, but that would have made me so happy! I would have forgotten about my solo gone bad!!! So now I have to wait even longer for him to ask me out!!! I could have kicked myself when she told me today!!!So I'm going to call him later today, maybe when i finish typing this, and talk to him. I hope all of this made a little bit of sense. That's all for now! Bye

update

So it turns out this guy, Trevor thinks I am mad at him because he lied to me about something. So i called my friends and we spent about 1hour and a half on 3 way talking about it. We decided that I should call him and sort things out before Monday gets here. What really stinks is that Trevor is going to a different high school! So we only have 3 months to find out how much we like each other! My friend Alyce told me to go with the flow, and if he asks me out, to go for it. She said some day in the future I should not regret not going out with him. That is exactly what i will do! Who knows, maybe we will bump into each other one day in the future, or maybe go to the same college. Thats all for now, i have to get ready to go somewhere. Bye.

update

Well, I am not going to the dance at all, and I have no idea what is going to happen between me and this guy. But there are plenty of days left in the school year, and I believe he is going to the same high school I plan on attending. I guess I will just let time do the work, whatever happens happens and whatever doesn't happen just doesn't. I am not going to try to make anything happen. I will not try to run this relationship. Other events are, Casey has not e-mailed me back at all, so I have no idea what is going on with her. My best friend got her bracs off today and her teeth are so cute! That's all for now, bye!

Dance till I can't dance anymore!

My school is having a Valentines Day dance and it is fast approaching! I'm still deciding if I will go, it is $5 and i think that is a lot, more than usual. If it costs that much, I think something really fun will happen. I'm waiting for this one boy to build up the courage and just come out and ask me to the dance. I know he likes me and so do my friends, he makes it so obvious. I mean come on, no guy asks you to wait for him so you two can walk to carpull together for no reason. He does it almost everyday. So I am just going to wait and see if he has the courage to ask, don't you dislike it when they tell another person to ask for them. I do. I still dont know what I will say if he asks or if anyone else asks. I guess I will find out soon enough, the dance is Friday, so he only has 3 days. In other news I am also axious! My dear friend, Casey, moved away at the beginning of January. While we were e-mailing, she said her mid-winter break is near Feb. 15th. She told me she was trying to convince her mom to let her fly dowm here for a visit on the 15th! She is not sure yet if her parents will let her. I hope she is able to come! I am still awaiting a reply from her making sure if she is coming or not! I'm crossing my fingers! That's all for now. More later, bye!

Valentines Tag

Well i got tagged by my loving sis in honor of Valentines Day! so here is my second favorite scene from my favorite movie, Anastasia. I could not find my favorite scene which is when she is in the old Castle and she sings Once upon a December. altho, this will do! it is such a heart warming scene! i come close to shedding tears every time i watch it! so here you go!

first one!

wow, i made this account a while ago and i just have not posted anyhting! so here it goes! well, so far 2008 is going pretty smoothly! school is great, i have wonderful friends! a great family, who could ask for more? i've been sick for the past 3 days! yup, 3 days in bed STINKS!! nothing to do! and i had to take that nast cough syrup stuff! i dont think it is possible to make a worse tasting madicine! but as long as it makes me better! im getting so excited because my birthday is in about a month! hurray!! no school for me!umm...well i can't think of anything else! so bye!