Maybe....

Wow, a lot going on right now! Well, SAT;s start soon along with the ARMT. and almost everyday this week I have 1 hour to 2 hours of practice for my upcoming Spring Show for chorus! It is a hassle! Spring Fling is VERY soon. That will be a fun day! Two weeks ago the 8th graders got our t-shirts! they are so cool.(I will have to post a picture later) Spring break is coming slowly. Oh, and I was surfing the net today and I ran across a site about purity rings. I had heard of them but never really understood about them. As I was reading I became very interested in the concept! So I have made a decision to get one! I am going to tell Mom in the car tomorrow when she picks me up from school. I just know she will be thrilled. I am really excited. I have seen so many expensive ones, but I do not need an expensive gold one with diamonds, just simple sterling silver. I don't need much to show a promise to God and myself. Here are the three ones I am debating between.
1st pick: http://www.purityrings.com/Sterling-Silver-Protected-Heart-Purity-Ring.aspx
2nd pick: http://www.purityrings.com/Ladies-Sterling-Silver-Everlasting-Heart-Purity-Ring.aspx
3rd pick: http://www.purityrings.com/Sterling-Silver-BUTTERFLY-Love-Waits-Purity-Ring.aspx
Please leave a comment with your favorite, it may help me pick. I will make a new post telling you what mom said.

In Memory

Grandma suggested that i write a little something about my dad. So, while I think of something to write, I thought you all might enjoy a poem I wrote for him. A few weeks ago, my language class started the poetry unit. This is one of the poems I have written.

In Memory

His memory is all I have
There to comfort me.
In times of sorrow
Tears well up
Fall like rain.
In dreams
His voice calls
A deep bass sound
Images while I sleep
So clear, I swear he is there.
His stature so bony
From his battle with Cancer.
He was so good to me
Like a best friend
My life, my inspiration
Came from this one man.
No one can replace
The place in my heart
Big as a melon
Reserved only for him.
Now all I have is my memory
Of my always beloved dad

mini date

Hi, well, I have not written in a while. So i thought I would update you on my relationship! Friday was one week, hurray! Today(Saturday) was our first mini date. We went to see The Eye w/ a few of our friends! It was really cool, because we were both scared that we burried our heads in eachothers shoulders! It was fun!! then after the movie was over we stayed at the theater for like another 2 hours. We played games and Trevor won me a cute little dragon. Of course Kelton and him fought over it for some reason and she ended up ripping the foot off. That's ok, I sewed it back on. I challenged Trefor to a motorcycle match. I was in first, but he came out of nowhere and crashed me, I came in second. Oh well! It was tons of fun!

YAY

So, I called Trevor and we started talking about what happened at lunch today. I mentioned him asking me out and he said it! He said, "Do you want to?" I thought, to build up tension, then replied with a yes!!! So now we are going out!

I could just kick myself!

Yesterday, in chorus, i was going to try out for a solo for our upcoming Spring Show. Well when I started singing, i sang about half of the line and gave up because I thought I sounded terrible! I was so mad at myself for giving up, and as it turned out, i sounded really good! My friend did not tell me this until that afternoon or else I would have gone back up there. So when I got to lunch, I was really mad and upset. While I was walking to lunch, my dear friend Marie was trying to tell me not to be mad because something great was supposed to happen in the lunch line. She didn't do a very good job of telling me not to be mad or try to act happy and she had promised not to tell me what was to happen so I had no idea. Well Trevor got in line behind me and he knew something was wrong but I did not talk to him, so he dropped it. Today Marie and I were talking, and she told me what was supposed to happen. Trevor was going to ask me out that day!!!! Since i was mad, he didn't risk making me even more upset, but that would have made me so happy! I would have forgotten about my solo gone bad!!! So now I have to wait even longer for him to ask me out!!! I could have kicked myself when she told me today!!!So I'm going to call him later today, maybe when i finish typing this, and talk to him. I hope all of this made a little bit of sense. That's all for now! Bye

update

So it turns out this guy, Trevor thinks I am mad at him because he lied to me about something. So i called my friends and we spent about 1hour and a half on 3 way talking about it. We decided that I should call him and sort things out before Monday gets here. What really stinks is that Trevor is going to a different high school! So we only have 3 months to find out how much we like each other! My friend Alyce told me to go with the flow, and if he asks me out, to go for it. She said some day in the future I should not regret not going out with him. That is exactly what i will do! Who knows, maybe we will bump into each other one day in the future, or maybe go to the same college. Thats all for now, i have to get ready to go somewhere. Bye.

update

Well, I am not going to the dance at all, and I have no idea what is going to happen between me and this guy. But there are plenty of days left in the school year, and I believe he is going to the same high school I plan on attending. I guess I will just let time do the work, whatever happens happens and whatever doesn't happen just doesn't. I am not going to try to make anything happen. I will not try to run this relationship. Other events are, Casey has not e-mailed me back at all, so I have no idea what is going on with her. My best friend got her bracs off today and her teeth are so cute! That's all for now, bye!