I could just kick myself!

Yesterday, in chorus, i was going to try out for a solo for our upcoming Spring Show. Well when I started singing, i sang about half of the line and gave up because I thought I sounded terrible! I was so mad at myself for giving up, and as it turned out, i sounded really good! My friend did not tell me this until that afternoon or else I would have gone back up there. So when I got to lunch, I was really mad and upset. While I was walking to lunch, my dear friend Marie was trying to tell me not to be mad because something great was supposed to happen in the lunch line. She didn't do a very good job of telling me not to be mad or try to act happy and she had promised not to tell me what was to happen so I had no idea. Well Trevor got in line behind me and he knew something was wrong but I did not talk to him, so he dropped it. Today Marie and I were talking, and she told me what was supposed to happen. Trevor was going to ask me out that day!!!! Since i was mad, he didn't risk making me even more upset, but that would have made me so happy! I would have forgotten about my solo gone bad!!! So now I have to wait even longer for him to ask me out!!! I could have kicked myself when she told me today!!!So I'm going to call him later today, maybe when i finish typing this, and talk to him. I hope all of this made a little bit of sense. That's all for now! Bye